Monday, September 24, 2012
I am in nesting mode- magical nesting mode. I visited my grandfather at his home yesterday. Every time I am there I feel it- MAGIC. The land is alive with it. Faerie lights twinkle in the dark night while the trees and plants whisper and sway. I don't know how to create that energy at home. I live in a one bedroom condo. I have a deck, not a yard. Although I've made several attempts over the years to start and maintain a garden, a few plants in plastic pots sitting on a concrete upstairs deck don't dance and shimmer with faery magic. They just sit there, emphasizing the boxiness and suburban reality, surrounded by other small boxy condos and too close neighbors.
I don't know how to manifest the magic there, although I try my best. Can it be done? Or do I need to change locations? I am feeling frustrated. I want to create, I want to live, I want to surround myself with magic and potential. I feel that I need more nature to do so. I crave the magic.